anxiety
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Recurrence and Choice
“And here we go again.” I thought that to myself a few months ago now. I could feel it coming on: that uneasiness, the loneliness, the extreme anxiety, the fear, the need to hide from life, and the thoughts of, perhaps, not needing to be here anymore. Two years after getting off anti-depressants, I was Continue reading
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The View from the Floor
Over the past 8 years, as I’ve gone through various bouts of depression, I had found that one of my biggest warning signs of things getting worse was when I started noticing the view from the floor. This view has had a few incarnations: The view of staring up at the same spot on the Continue reading
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Meaning…
I started this weekend thinking that I had no meaning to my life. I felt so unaccomplished and feeling like my life means nothing. It felt like if I did not exist, nobody would really have any changes in their lives; as if I had not affected anyone. What brought about these types of thoughts? Continue reading
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When I Decided to Live
I’ve mentioned to some people about the time I came close to cutting my wrists. It was a dark time, to say the least. I was looking through some of my notes from when I was in counseling and I realized that something I’ve neer really mentioned much before is about when I decided that Continue reading
About Me
Overly sarcastic | Techie | Often lost in my thoughts | Slowly getting better at life | Don’t seem to tweet enough | Playing games as jnabisco1
Julio's Musings 