Julio's Musings

Not that anyone who will read this can tell, but I’m using an orange pen to write this. I know it’s probably odd, but I actually try to write out my blog posts before I type them and post them. I usually use my favorite Le Pen, the Oriental Blue one, but today I decided I’d go with orange.

It’s been a while since my last written post. Thankfully my dreams have calmed down considerably. I haven’t had any real nightmares since then. *PHEW*

Since I’m on the subject of dreams, I read a blog post the other day that Amanda wrote where she spoke about people who dream of doing things compared with people who actually do things. She pretty much felt like she was tired for dreaming and wanted to actually do something.

That sums up exactly how I’ve been feeling lately. I’ve been coasting a lot through life the past many months, mainly just staying on a calm and steady course. I didn’t really want to rock the boat too much since I was mentally recovering throughout last year. It’s been quite a while since I’ve been alright and it’s definitely past the time where i should have stopped coasting. I guess it’s time to stop procrastinating. No more dreams, thoughts, talk, etc. Time for action.

Let’s talk about my love life. Oh, wait, I don’t have one! Haha! Well, I suppose that’s not actually funny, but it’s okay. I’m actually okay with not having a love life. Alright, I’m okay with it MOST of the time. There are definitely a few times here and there where I wish I at least had some prospects. It’s not important to me like it used to be for sure. At this moment I’m listening to Colbie Caillat’s new song I Do (iTunes) (thanks for the song, cuz!) which is kind of making me want someone in my life who makes me “wanna say I do, I do, I do, I do, I do, I do love you.”

And now I’ve gone from that to Drake’s (who will always be Jimmy from Degrassi to me) Fancy (iTunes). “Oh you fancy, huh? Oh you fancy, huh? Oh you fancy, huh? Oh you fancy, huh? Nail done, hair done, everything did…” What a contrast in songs, I know. For some reason I’m singing “Oh you fancy, huh?” in my head a lot these days.

Okay, no more writing.